e.e cummings inspired

it is nine twenty four and i think i am just going to sit her and typ and type without consequence i'm not going to bother with things unless they just occur and hey, if they occur they occur right half the time i do things like punctuate out of routing because i know it is what im supposed to do we are all trained that way. tonight i just want to go with my flow and keep going until i wake up and the world is over i got to help treat this really cute boy today i felt bad because he was only little his bumped head was blue green and i think thats funny because some people would say no its not its red coz they just look the same i wonder what would happen if you stuck a bunch of red-green colour blind people in a room full of paint swatches and told them to right down what colour they are? how would they know which colour to say that would be awesometastic fun but i guess it sucks it would make driving a little odd you just have to remember which light is which and hang the colour wait for it to flash! i've noticed how you dont have much tone in the flow of saying things without stopping yourself you could seem monotonous or too quick or indifferent i dont like indifference it isnt nice or fair be an individual and care its strange how you are different if you care we should care anyway i think i'm enjoying this fractured structure of flow going-with far too much but thats ok because it only affects me needs a vodka and some time with the muffin cam i love that kid she is so good and beautiful i want one thats right jealous of the hippos lol so mean to themselves these supposed hippos were but they were only sick of being pregnant i just accidentally typed in oregnant and it made me think of oregano wayne and i are still iming i think its cute now how he really wants me to want to have a kid my family is kinda nice he reckons practice makes perfect babies i reckon babies is babies and i want one my parents are weird and all that shit from a few nights has died down i dont really like what happened but both sides blew things out of preportion im glad i got to reminisce i dont have many people to tell me about my past i cried myself to sleep after dad told me this story about how he saved me from the highway when i was three how can someone i loath so much have loved me once must have been that time when i was still cute now everything is just screwed i want my dog back i want my huge rottie named munch and i want her to sleep on my feet like she used to i loved that dog so much i remember getting her from this chinese lady and the poor thing had never been outside munch had never even been out on grass it was so cute when she chased after dad she pretty much used to live on the back of his ute tray great welcome back waterworks i really miss that dog i loved her more than i have ever loved any person but some came close see the tuddle notes? yeah wheres tiffany when you need her or monnie but i don't think shell be round our house soon false positive pregnancy test thank god i dont know what i want